Hi I am a 37 y/o mother of 2, married for 14 years.. I have a L*****n best friend, for the past few months we have gotten closer. We havent crossed the line yet but we both want too.My husband feels something is going on, and yes he is right. He says she is trying to convert me, i have never been with another woman in my life, but if I do have a woman it would be her.. She is butch, which i have no problem with, I love to go places with her, listen too her..She listens too me also, she told me the worst thing my hubby could do is too act insecure about mine and hers friendship, though we get closer and closer, it is going to happen. Do you think she is trying to convert me? Do you think her feelings are real? Just to get what she wants from someone elses woman, then once she gets it she will be done? Though i have been with him 14 years , and I have only known her for 1, I know im thinking crazy thoughts but i have always been VERY curious about other women, and always never acted on it. our feelings are getting more strong by the day.. She says when it does happen its all about me and not her, since i have never been with a women i have no clue on what to do or how anyway, but she rest assures me that it will all come naturally and everything will be fine. Also she has told me that him acting on his insecurities with her and mine friendship, is the worst thing that he can do because it shows he is weak and its a good way for a L*****n to get what she wants (me).. Only because she knows im tired of his bitching and nagging about our friendship..Honestly I dont think it would have ever gotten this far, but his accusations and negativity about my L*****n Best Friend I believe have pushed me over the edge and now I long for her touch and probably more. So please could someone or MANY give me some advice, I know I am married and what is going on is wrong, but the way she makes me feel is UNBELIEVABLE.
Tags: Curious, homosexuality, married, mother